I can’t tell you how many times I’ve wanted to say this.
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I can’t tell you how many times I’ve wanted to say this.
(Source: imdylanbarker.tumblr.com )
That I’ve got to make this ride worth while. I decided this. I chose this. Here I am, took a year off from school. Absolutely hate my life. It’s like I’m never happy. Well I’ve got to MAKE myself be happy. This is my chance. No excuses this time. I’m so close to home. Matt and I are having problems. There is nothing to hold me back. I want to get involved. I want to join a sorority. I want to be in the choir. I want to do volunteer work. I want to join the theatre. I want to do it all. I want to live MY life. I want to travel. And when I get to that point and say no, or back down..I need to think of this moment right here, right now. And how miserable I am. Just do it.
Everytime I’m alone, and am doing pleasurable things..I think of A. I know it’s bad. But when something like that is so good, it’s really hard to stop.